Tuesday, July 05, 2005

The Next Day...

5 October 2004

Doc said you had jauntice. Need to be under the light for 24 hours. So I need to breastfeed in the nursery. You didnt seemed to wanna suck anymore, I was so sad. The nurse said because I didnt feed him yesterday (flu) so he doesnt know how to latch on anymore.

My breast encorged. Really hard, really painful. I asked daddy to bring my breastpump.

The 2nd time I went to the nursery, I saw them leaving you in the feeding place alone, crying so loudly. I got up so quickly, walked over to hold you up, I even forgot my pain. Maybe this is what they called mother's love...

No comments: